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[07 Apr 2006|11:43pm] |
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So theres about 39 days left of school. I look back on the past four years and nothing compares to the last few months. Ive found who I am. For the first time in life I dont take things so seriously. I owe it to my pal chell. I just hope this last summer before life begins brings amazing memories. Its just crazy to actually think its almost over.
-Tada
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| So I'm burning the thoughts of the things that I once said |
[14 Feb 2006|07:07pm] |
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I just ran into a few someones today
Someones that I never really knew
And I used to think how I had them all so figured out
But no, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true
So I'm burning the thoughts of the things that I once said
Because you tore down the walls that the world has put inside my head
And I just get of sick of things that we think, we think we know
And no, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true
So take me and save me and change me and then make me
And embrace me and then brave my heart for you
No, No, cuz I can't go on without you
And it's time for something new, oh
And no, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true
And as they as strolled along
My heart broke out in song
From all the things and the thoughts and assumptions that I had wrong
See now I'll be on my way to make this claim
I'll make it famous in everyway
I'll make it stay when I will say that...
No, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true
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[05 Feb 2006|11:06am] |
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Hellogoodbye - Dear jamie... sincerely me |
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So friday night was awesome. Thats all I will say. The dance went by soo fast. Heres some lovely pictures and ill post the rest later...
( winterball )
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[19 Nov 2005|09:44am] |
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Yup so im amazing and I met TREY, dieter, Alex h, taylor, and jessica... AND THE MANAGER LADY GAVE US A NUMBER TO GO TO THE BRUNCH they are having this morning. SUCKAS. Cant be an incredible night with Charlotte, Kate, and Laguna. Then we came back to my moms with the boys. It was an okay night better than the rest of my week. Once I get my cord back for my camera ill upload my amazing pictures.<3
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[14 Nov 2005|06:46pm] |
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Friday Laguna Beach..... Im meeting my future husband!!! Trey is going to see me and marry me on the spot! Omg I love life lol. or not
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[30 Oct 2005|08:07pm] |
When you flip the switch she turns on that pearl smile
walking along those prison walls with so much style.
Her laughter is quite corky
and her jumbled words and sloppy dance are so dorky.
She wants everyone to hear what she has to offer that’s why she’s so aggressive, she’s so outspoken
but at the same time she’s a lost little girl just finding out what it means to be heartbroken.
She’s the type to go blindfolded dancing onto bridges
just as long as it’s a smooth sail with no ridges.
Her mind is filled with designs but at the same time clouded with dust
She tries so hard to be artistic but every painting she does turns into rust.
She colors her emotions out through hair dye
While her mothers wails out a cry.
Every one of her friends know she’s so pessimistic
she’s got them all so fooled because she secretly craves to be optimistic.
With colorful ambitions as a butterfly she’s so social
her life is like the next episode of Laguna Beach, have you seen that commercial
On cold Autumn nights you can find her in a pile of leaves
saying "Do you see that star I picked it out for you" so please don’t leave.
She’s still that little girl, the one who had to grow up so fast
Her mother cries about how mature she is and says "He’s looking down at you so proud now don’t forget about the past"
She’s naive to the world sometimes she’s too caring and forgiving
until one day she will realize how unsafe that is and try to not be so understanding.
Her heros are Audrey Hepburn and Judy Garland, that must be where she gets her class
even though sometimes she seems like an empty glass.
Her humor almost no one gets
but it’s okay because she will laugh her head off so don’t you fret.
When it comes to school she’s such a procrastinator
it's okay because she’s one tough act she’ll even beat up the terminator.
When she drives down the road she will sing you songs so friendly so cheerful
singing or should we say screaming "I'll stop the world and melt with you" I'm sure the listening will be painful.
She’s just like every other girl with her best friend by her side
she will never show too much pride.
Shopping is her forte trying to look like Mary-Kate Olson, she idolizes her
American eagle, Wet Seal, or Savers it doesn’t matter she loves fashion that’s for sure.
When she’s depressed you’ll catch a frown upon her face
and she will pray and thank God for all her grace.
She’ll speak her mind and if that upsets you to bad
she doesn’t like living every moment so mad.
If you need her she’ll always be two floors down
just knowing you have a friend like that there’s no need to frown.
She’s not perfect
but she’ll try her best to fix her mistakes, its best if you correct her.
She would offer you her hand
'cause she knows how it is to fall so fast into that quick sand.
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[29 Oct 2005|01:54pm] |
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Saves the day -Ups and downs |
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Saves the day ticket in my pocket makes me happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only 48 days till my life will change.lol.
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[10 Sep 2005|10:56pm] |
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Sometimes I forget your really gone. Today was one of those days and when I realized you were never coming back I lost hope.
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[25 Aug 2005|11:19pm] |
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This is my party and some random shots... I cant believe this summer is over and we are going into our last year.... saturday night seemed like we were only 14 and going into highschool. damn. Shit flys by.
( party )
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[19 Aug 2005|11:23pm] |
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No matter how much I try or what I do someone turns there back on me so for now I just give up on life. ya thats the only solution I have found that doesnt envolve death.
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[08 Aug 2005|01:56pm] |
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I cant believe summer is almost over. Lias birthday is today ... HAPPPYYY BIRTHDAY. These last few weeks have just been awesome. Been just chilling with different people and like making peace with shit. Im in such a good mood. These are some random shots of the past weekkk. I also loved sleeping at nancys and waking up to a kitty being born. Charlotte is amazing. Fuck ya. Nancy, Charlotte, and myself made a list of shit we need to do as a great big group to make are senior year rock.
( Summer )
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[13 Jul 2005|09:02pm] |
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So far so good. Im enjoying summer for the most part. Spending alot of time with charlotte. Going and hanging out with awesome folks. Most importantly having fun. A few mistakes lol but nothing thats to bad. Last night kind of set the bar for the rest of the summer. I dont know if I could have a better night. Who knew driving around and just talking in a car for endless amounts of time could be so amazing. Matt is such a cool kid. Its the first person in a long time that I could get into a deep conversation and be hung over on everything the person has to say. It was pretty amazing and I have never in my life met someone that could make me open up like he did. It made me open my eyes and just realize not to think about the past and just get on with my life. I dont want anything from the past back except for Harold and thats impossoble. So im officialy freed. Im just going to live life not caring about anyone except the ones who are there for me. Well that was gay but anyway tonight had fun with shanda and jeff. Now im taking an early night cause I work seven days a week. Night.
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[20 Jun 2005|03:47pm] |
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The past has officially been forgotten. Its The first day of summer and WEEEE are seniors. Im done with making mistakes and trusting people. I have learned my lesson. My goal this summer is to live life to the fullest and not care about what anyone else cares about. Ill take everything for granted if that makes me happy. If you have a problem with me go smoke and fatty and be happy. Lia once said to me "Its the only thing in my life that doesnt let me down and makes me happy" I would have to agree. I have a little thing to say to finish off the year....
Kate fletcher is absolutley amazing. Maggie Ferri is the most inteligent person I ever met and has a rare beauty about her. Charlotte is my little expresso. Jasmine was corrupted by me. I love the work gang. Liz, Lia, Jilli, and diana. They are the best four girls I will ever meet. Glenn is probaly the most creative and intelligent person I know. Erica is my veronica mars soul mate. Kayla and Nadia are the rhode island valley girls ( in a good way). Cait and joc= OUT OF THERE MINDS but amazing. Josh is the biggest stoner that i have ever known. Amanda will always be there. Shanda is one crazy individual. Rich is so mature for his age and has this rareness to him thats probaly cause hes maggies brother. Ben loves Rich a little to much but they are ment for each other. Kyle even though we dont talk like we use to the begining of the year was amazing having almost every class together and talking about are little girl parker lmao. Old michael was the nicest most unique carring individual and shit happened but I will say sorry. To anyone that has a problem with me Ill be a bigger person and say sorry but get over it. Dont hold shit against people I know I did and thats why im not friends with half the people I use to be.
Its the end of the line.
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| Today was so smoothe. |
[22 Apr 2005|04:05pm] |
Yesterday I babysat jaden with michael it was a cute night. Today I went to chuck E' cheese with my sisters and maggs. It was a cute afternoon. Maggie is so beautiful and afterwards we came back to my house to chill with my michael. I had a nice day. I also have new hair. I liek it. Tonight Im working. Come visit me.
( Chuck E' Cheese! )
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