God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime

when I look at you I see something that I know and love

2006-04-08T03:52:33Z

So theres about 39 days left of school. I look back on the past four years and nothing compares to the last few months. Ive found who I am. For the first time in life I dont take things so seriously. I owe it to my pal chell. I just hope this last summer before life begins brings amazing memories. Its just crazy to actually think its almost over.
-Tada

So I'm burning the thoughts of the things that I once said

2006-02-15T00:14:39Z

I just ran into a few someones today
Someones that I never really knew
And I used to think how I had them all so figured out

But no, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true

So I'm burning the thoughts of the things that I once said
Because you tore down the walls that the world has put inside my head
And I just get of sick of things that we think, we think we know

And no, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true

So take me and save me and change me and then make me
And embrace me and then brave my heart for you
No, No, cuz I can't go on without you
And it's time for something new, oh

And no, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true

And as they as strolled along
My heart broke out in song
From all the things and the thoughts and assumptions that I had wrong
See now I'll be on my way to make this claim
I'll make it famous in everyway
I'll make it stay when I will say that...

No, none of it's true cuz I never knew you
and now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head for my heart for its true

concealyourlies @ 2006-02-05T11:06:00

2006-02-05T16:14:30Z

So friday night was awesome. Thats all I will say. The dance went by soo fast. Heres some lovely pictures and ill post the rest later...

PINK PANTIES!!

I think he thinks he can dance.

.... more later.

Ohh just so you can be jealous tuesday night Hellogoodbye, Acceptance, and Academy is.Woot Woot.

memories are forever.

2006-01-05T21:20:25Z

So ollddd.
This is for Lia.

at the show . . ..

Then the birthday partay...

CAIT LICKED THEM ALLLL!

Fuck the bastards that fucked New Years Eve Up.

2006-01-02T02:01:29Z

To: Lia, Erin, and Holly

Im truly sorry that this shit had to happen in your house. Lia I have a bed for you if you need it.

To: Whoever stole lias money, bowl, cam, and my money, I will find out who you are and make you pay for this shit.

fuck it.
People suck.

Just the way I wanted to start off the new year.

concealyourlies @ 2005-11-20T20:42:00

2005-11-21T01:44:47Z

Your control me sometimes and that scares me. What has happen to my life.

concealyourlies @ 2005-11-19T09:44:00

2005-11-19T14:47:14Z

Yup so im amazing and I met TREY, dieter, Alex h, taylor, and jessica... AND THE MANAGER LADY GAVE US A NUMBER TO GO TO THE BRUNCH they are having this morning. SUCKAS. Cant be an incredible night with Charlotte, Kate, and Laguna. Then we came back to my moms with the boys. It was an okay night better than the rest of my week. Once I get my cord back for my camera ill upload my amazing pictures.<3

concealyourlies @ 2005-11-14T18:46:00

2005-11-14T23:49:00Z

Friday Laguna Beach..... Im meeting my future husband!!! Trey is going to see me and marry me on the spot! Omg I love life lol. or not

concealyourlies @ 2005-11-09T16:42:00

2005-11-09T21:42:58Z

Should I chop my hair off or grow it realllyy long??

concealyourlies @ 2005-10-30T20:07:00

2005-10-31T01:07:28Z

When you flip the switch she turns on that pearl smile
walking along those prison walls with so much style.
Her laughter is quite corky
and her jumbled words and sloppy dance are so dorky.
She wants everyone to hear what she has to offer that’s why she’s so aggressive, she’s so outspoken
but at the same time she’s a lost little girl just finding out what it means to be heartbroken.
She’s the type to go blindfolded dancing onto bridges
just as long as it’s a smooth sail with no ridges.
Her mind is filled with designs but at the same time clouded with dust
She tries so hard to be artistic but every painting she does turns into rust.
She colors her emotions out through hair dye
While her mothers wails out a cry.
Every one of her friends know she’s so pessimistic
she’s got them all so fooled because she secretly craves to be optimistic.
With colorful ambitions as a butterfly she’s so social
her life is like the next episode of Laguna Beach, have you seen that commercial
On cold Autumn nights you can find her in a pile of leaves
saying "Do you see that star I picked it out for you" so please don’t leave.
She’s still that little girl, the one who had to grow up so fast
Her mother cries about how mature she is and says "He’s looking down at you so proud now don’t forget about the past"
She’s naive to the world sometimes she’s too caring and forgiving
until one day she will realize how unsafe that is and try to not be so understanding.
Her heros are Audrey Hepburn and Judy Garland, that must be where she gets her class
even though sometimes she seems like an empty glass.
Her humor almost no one gets
but it’s okay because she will laugh her head off so don’t you fret.
When it comes to school she’s such a procrastinator
it's okay because she’s one tough act she’ll even beat up the terminator.
When she drives down the road she will sing you songs so friendly so cheerful
singing or should we say screaming "I'll stop the world and melt with you" I'm sure the listening will be painful.
She’s just like every other girl with her best friend by her side
she will never show too much pride.
Shopping is her forte trying to look like Mary-Kate Olson, she idolizes her
American eagle, Wet Seal, or Savers it doesn’t matter she loves fashion that’s for sure.
When she’s depressed you’ll catch a frown upon her face
and she will pray and thank God for all her grace.
She’ll speak her mind and if that upsets you to bad
she doesn’t like living every moment so mad.
If you need her she’ll always be two floors down
just knowing you have a friend like that there’s no need to frown.
She’s not perfect
but she’ll try her best to fix her mistakes, its best if you correct her.
She would offer you her hand
'cause she knows how it is to fall so fast into that quick sand.

concealyourlies @ 2005-10-29T13:54:00

2005-10-29T17:56:46Z

Saves the day ticket in my pocket makes me happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only 48 days till my life will change.lol.

Girls nightt

2005-10-21T21:30:12Z

after ladies night...

concealyourlies @ 2005-09-10T22:56:00

2005-09-11T02:59:07Z

Sometimes I forget your really gone. Today was one of those days and when I realized you were never coming back I lost hope.

concealyourlies @ 2005-08-25T23:19:00

2005-08-26T03:28:29Z

This is my party and some random shots... I cant believe this summer is over and we are going into our last year.... saturday night seemed like we were only 14 and going into highschool. damn. Shit flys by.

... then shopping with kaye...

I need to lighten up some of those pictures but thats good for now.
I need sleep.

Fuck.

2005-08-20T03:27:28Z

No matter how much I try or what I do someone turns there back on me so for now I just give up on life. ya thats the only solution I have found that doesnt envolve death.

concealyourlies @ 2005-08-08T13:56:00

2005-08-08T17:57:28Z

I cant believe summer is almost over. Lias birthday is today ... HAPPPYYY BIRTHDAY. These last few weeks have just been awesome. Been just chilling with different people and like making peace with shit. Im in such a good mood. These are some random shots of the past weekkk. I also loved sleeping at nancys and waking up to a kitty being born. Charlotte is amazing. Fuck ya. Nancy, Charlotte, and myself made a list of shit we need to do as a great big group to make are senior year rock.

PawSox game ...

BELLHORNS BUTTTT

Saturday nightt....

checking out a 11 year olddd lmao...

and awesome drunk people...

... and me trying to be like my idol marykate....

concealyourlies @ 2005-07-13T21:02:00

2005-07-14T01:13:24Z

So far so good. Im enjoying summer for the most part. Spending alot of time with charlotte. Going and hanging out with awesome folks. Most importantly having fun. A few mistakes lol but nothing thats to bad. Last night kind of set the bar for the rest of the summer. I dont know if I could have a better night. Who knew driving around and just talking in a car for endless amounts of time could be so amazing. Matt is such a cool kid. Its the first person in a long time that I could get into a deep conversation and be hung over on everything the person has to say. It was pretty amazing and I have never in my life met someone that could make me open up like he did. It made me open my eyes and just realize not to think about the past and just get on with my life. I dont want anything from the past back except for Harold and thats impossoble. So im officialy freed. Im just going to live life not caring about anyone except the ones who are there for me. Well that was gay but anyway tonight had fun with shanda and jeff. Now im taking an early night cause I work seven days a week. Night.

concealyourlies @ 2005-06-20T15:47:00

2005-06-20T20:15:00Z

The past has officially been forgotten. Its The first day of summer and WEEEE are seniors. Im done with making mistakes and trusting people. I have learned my lesson. My goal this summer is to live life to the fullest and not care about what anyone else cares about. Ill take everything for granted if that makes me happy. If you have a problem with me go smoke and fatty and be happy. Lia once said to me "Its the only thing in my life that doesnt let me down and makes me happy" I would have to agree. I have a little thing to say to finish off the year....

Kate fletcher is absolutley amazing. Maggie Ferri is the most inteligent person I ever met and has a rare beauty about her. Charlotte is my little expresso. Jasmine was corrupted by me. I love the work gang. Liz, Lia, Jilli, and diana. They are the best four girls I will ever meet. Glenn is probaly the most creative and intelligent person I know. Erica is my veronica mars soul mate. Kayla and Nadia are the rhode island valley girls ( in a good way). Cait and joc= OUT OF THERE MINDS but amazing. Josh is the biggest stoner that i have ever known. Amanda will always be there. Shanda is one crazy individual. Rich is so mature for his age and has this rareness to him thats probaly cause hes maggies brother. Ben loves Rich a little to much but they are ment for each other. Kyle even though we dont talk like we use to the begining of the year was amazing having almost every class together and talking about are little girl parker lmao. Old michael was the nicest most unique carring individual and shit happened but I will say sorry. To anyone that has a problem with me Ill be a bigger person and say sorry but get over it. Dont hold shit against people I know I did and thats why im not friends with half the people I use to be.

Its the end of the line.

Two more episodes....

2005-04-27T02:38:44Z

Okay this is sooo gay but I love Veronica Marsss.... Two more episodes left. I hope logan didnt drug veronica and they fall in love. I am so addicted. FREAKKK.

I love logan.
okay im done.

Today was so smoothe.

2005-04-22T20:35:25Z

Yesterday I babysat jaden with michael it was a cute night. Today I went to chuck E' cheese with my sisters and maggs. It was a cute afternoon. Maggie is so beautiful and afterwards we came back to my house to chill with my michael. I had a nice day. I also have new hair. I liek it. Tonight Im working. Come visit me.

some weird kid-

peace

concealyourlies @ 2005-04-21T14:59:00

2005-04-21T19:10:02Z

This vacation has been nice. Yesterday was the best day ever though. me and michael went to the zoo and had a picnic in the park. It seriously was the best day of my life. It was so cute. The only thing we did do that would have toped the day off was going on a boat ride. But I love michael and thank you for such a wonderful day. I miss kate and jassy I wish they would come home. I cant wait till summer.

concealyourlies @ 2005-03-28T21:12:00

2005-03-29T02:23:01Z

Today I think I smiled. I mean a real smile and that doesnt happen to often. Its almost been a year and still this boy makes me warm and tingle inside. We have been threw ups and downs but that boy is my other half. My soul mate no matter what a bestfirend or a lover hes amazing. Two bodies, two hearts, two smiles wrapped up close and our legs were smooth as they grazed one another. I love michael. I think finally everything is working out. I love my jasssy tooo shes so cute. I think shes the one kid at coventry high that isnt a scumbag. Im counting down the days till I get out of that place i call hell.

concealyourlies @ 2005-01-22T22:47:00

2005-01-23T03:58:33Z

Last night was special. Every night with michael is. But latley nothing seems to make me happy except that boy. Im in my own fantasy.Im just really confused. i miss him my savior. my knight. hes gone forever and I cant except that. A piece of my heart is missing. Atleast i sitll have my prince charming. I hate everyone and the pressure I have to hold to make it threw. Im not ready for this week im not ready for midterms I cant consentrate.

I hope the snow keeps falling.
Those white crystals freeze the paine and make it numb.
Reality doesnt exsist in a night like this.
A pitch black sky.
What a lonley time.

And you say were too young, but maybe your too old to remember...

2005-01-02T04:18:35Z

Hmm so its a new year. THe only good thing to come out of 2004 is michael. I love that boy and I think that will be true forever. Hes not only my boyfriend hes my bestfriend my other half. The ending of 2004 was horrible. I am not going to miss it. I lost the most important person in my life these last three months have been horrible. I dont get how people just get taken away from this world at such a young age. I think im really fucked up from all this and I just thank god that I have michael. Hes the only one whos ever there for me. For christmas he bought me this pretty dimond ring. Last night we stayed at his house with his family and played pocker with is drunk family and I have to say i did a good job. I cant wait for the future. I hate highschool Im looking forward to collage I wish it was coming quicker than it is. I want to meet new faces maybe make some friends with some honest folks. All i know is ill always have him and thats what makes me happy.

...Mother dont tell me friends are the ones that
I lose, cause they'd bleed before you
sometimes family are the ones you choose
its too late now, I hold on to this life ive found...

concealyourlies @ 2004-11-10T22:33:00

2004-11-11T03:36:43Z

Everythings been pretty shitty latley. Except for one thing I have the best boyfriend possible and no one could even come close to being as lucky as I am. I also believe no one really truly understands the meaning of the word friend. Alot of people need to grow up soon.... quickly!